Today and last night cant sleep, just keep rolling around in bed and keep worrying about something, tmr got new job and yet today i cant sleep... -_- anw, i got more impt things to worry about other than that unknown stuff that's making me depressed (which i really dk what's that -_- but feel depressed and scared somehow)
About Yesterday (monday):
fedex came and i brought the package over to her at tampines (;eeks fly so far just to deliever that hoodie) but in the train, i feel so... so horrible, its like there's some invisible preassure on me and i cant breathe at all, and sweating my way through out the journey, then passed to her and guess what's her return gift? ;make she bought me panadols!!~ (;eeks) for my cold and plain water.. then went out to take my med as she open the gift and when she saw it she's so happy, like a little kid who got new toy, took afew pics but dont think she will post or send me... on my way home, she send me a sweet message (1st time) and she didnt online audi even though i waited when im feeling terrible.. tot she's in class so nvr disturb her, but at ard 11+ she suddenly sms me only to say nites and thanks for the hoodie, nothing else....
-end of monday-
Today:
WA!!!~ EARLY MORNING NID GO LAVENDER JUST FOR A STUPID INTERVIEW!!! waste of time, but ok la... got a mon-fri job ^^ which means still got time go out with darling (provided she want to).
Then waste whole day playing shattered galaxy AND figuring out how to open .pdf files (adobe format which i didnt go google for some funny reason -_-), after i FINALLY open after like 2-3 hours of searching around (idk what i search also -_-, everything feels so blur) i finally downloaded adobe and fill in + send the contract over to the agency BUT they call me at ard 4+ saying that they still havent recieve it yet.. so nvm. i SEND again... -_- guess what? 6+ call again, say still ntn... and then when i ask for the email address again, they say its jobs@jobster.com.sg (they starting nvr say got the >>>.SG<<< lor -_-) then finally can le, but look ard then realise, eh? no map leh!! tmr hw i go work ;wild then suddenly rmb got the stupid pdf file -_-.
Opened the damn file liao then realise they only give address, nvr teach me hw to go... heng this time im smart enough to go google the address and go find it... then after found liao i go bath + shut down laptop (to let it rest as usual) then watch tv 1/2 hour and on back.. then went to audi to wait for darling again (which - she nvr online again) and while waiting hor... i win rp and bean wor~ ;make then after that i went to slp at ard 10, before i go sleep, i sms her but she only reply say she nt feeling well, then i asked how come? she nvr reply -_- (but i bet if im some1 else, she 100% reply de - o well, guess i need to give her more time ba) then i sms her again, ask her drink more water and rest more which she nvr reply also, so i go sleep.. and when im on bed -_- i feel freaking worried again!!! which idk why or what im worried about ;wild, toss and turn few rounds and decided to go online and see if she's on, but she isnt... D: so im here~ typing this blog, hoping that i can type my unknown worry away and hope she know how much i miss her...
Out of Point : im gonna change skin soon... and reformat the whole blog thingy... no more stupid song dl - who even download anything here before? -_- wow... long essay... but look at what i found :D
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