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Friday, January 29, 2010

Depressed day...

as usual, i cant sleep last night... ;sigh... today i woke up late and was late for work, so i skip brkfast... then went to work and started off quite smoothly cos there's no more panty to fold (yay~) but then polo tee came in (-_-)... then just open up, pluck out old tag, and put in new tag using some sort of gun thingy... because i didnt get enuff rest, i keep shooting my finger using the gun (-_- which... was pain cos the tip is sharp), then when i seal up the box, i nearly fell down cos i feel so blur... nvm, after i seal up, i forgot what i put inside -_- then nid reopen the box and check again...

-lunch time-
sms darling and eat wanton mee + mee ($3) then eat finish went back to fill in timesheet and got a friend to send for me cos this stupid company dun have fax machine (wth).. then ard 2.43, darling sms me and say she got conned (which i saw at ard 4+ i think) and when i asked what happen, she said "err.. nvm" so i got worried and i made more mistake, and i cont packing clothes lor... then went for coffee break at 4.15, i used 2 packet of coffee cos i nid to tahan till 8 ma.... then got 1 aunty see then make a big fuss out of it and complain to the supervisor WHICH HE GLARE AT ME AND LECTURE ME (wtf lor... its just coffee ffs) then i told him straight in the face... coffee i add liao, what u wan me do? the most tmr i buy 1 big pack pay back lor... -_- then i finish my coffee and went back to work...
Ard 6+ (where the hell started) ard 12 box of polo tee came in and worse still... my partner got "poached" by those aunty -_- and im left to do those 12 box alone and because i do alone, the speed slow down and some fked up supervisor came and scold me for being slow (think he bear grudge, but nvm la...) so i got more stressed and try to work faster lor... and endure the pain when the gun shot my finger (cos i want it to be fast and nvr aim properly)... i chiong till 7+ he came and scold again, this is when i feel so depressed, i went to toilet and cry in the cubicle... i simply cannot take it le... but i need the money for darling's bill and stuff... so just cry lor... cry finish i went back to work... then ard 7.30... i push myself so hard, i felt giddy and start to see dark patches (going to faint/black out soon i think) and the assistant supervisor saw me and ask me to go for smoke break ( which i just stand there to rest ), he offered me cig but i told him i only want the break not the cig... (lol!) and he gave me the wtf look... lol... but still ok la... the tot of getting my pay motivates me to keep working till end of work...

-reach home-
online awhile, check fb and saw darling online, but she say she's nt in the mood so i ask what happen, and she told me she got conned (like in the sms) and i asked why? then she start to blame herself (think she need to cool down abit ba) and keep scolding guys like... all guys are fkers, con-ner(i think) and cheaters... and she wont trust guys again (but didnt she say im honest? -_-?) so now, im depressed, sad and emo... i sms her after she went offline and ask if she 2time me and the other guy cheated her and she said "ya" ... (no comments) but anw, i still forgive her ma... and i realise her msn dp is diff, so i did a quick check, she changed it on 22jan (which 21 i is our anni - dun think its linked though...) and cont to emo till now, gonna cry my eyes out once imh sleeps... and will be back once she cooled down... (no more dates tmr... and i looked foward to it.. ;sigh)

darling, i know u can see this, but please, trust me k? i didnt cheat on u, never will... and i assure u, i'll try my best to make u happy always... ILY <3

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